urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anything_4anything_4anything_4anything_42006-11-13T23:02:38Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anything_4:315anything_4 @ 2006-11-13T23:02:002006-11-13T23:02:38Z2006-11-13T23:02:38ZI lost 4 lbs this week, which is good, but means that when i weigh in with the doctor wednesday, there is going to be ALOT of explaining to do..... so, I FREAKED ou and ate about 1,000 calories... and I don't know why but can't purge it... and it'sgong to go straight to my fucking ass because m body is in starvation mode.<br /><br /><br />I fucking hate all this shit.<br />I feel so fucking fat I want to fucking die.